Kayla McIntosh
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Personal tell-all pieces: Word of the Day and Jail Journal. Secret poet on the side. ( I don't use Ai to write any posts, everything is done manually. )
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Word of the Day:パイ
When I saw this recipe, I was very intrigued about how this would taste. My last experience with Earl Grey was a plain-black liquidly orange peel; something the Grinch would drink, for sure; My mom considered it more of a breakfast drink, since she would always eat a pastry with either a cup of coffee or Earl Grey. I was determined to channel my 1/4th British self, and bring some sort of dignity to the idea of tea-pie.
By Kayla McIntoshabout 12 hours ago in Confessions
Word of the Day:悲憤慷慨
I was going to stream today and then she said it, " Take your meds." I know I have to, but it is something I completely dread. Also it was quite manipulative of her to say that at exactly my stream time ( which happens to be 4 pm. ) I was looking forward to streaming, or at least mentally preparing for it. I was going to try my best to do this especially since I chickened out of going to the shop today for some reason. I still feel bad about it, but all the preparation I did, didn't seem to make my anxiety go away. I think it was because I knew I had to be back by 4 and trying to make it back in that short of time made it seem like I had to rush for some reason. The pandemic sort of made me live on island time where I go at my own pace, but that isn't how the world usually works. I'll have you know I am not a lazy person (only a few weeks at a time). I am pretty good once I get motivated towards something. I am going to definitely go tomorrow.. There is more to it than just going I found, I have to sort of align myself to that goal and try to meet myself there. I don't know what I was doubting the whole time, I guess I usually prepare some sort of script or have some sort of idea planned; this overly eager and ambitious self of mine sometimes sabotages itself with the need to make sure everything goes right.
By Kayla McIntoshabout 13 hours ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 狼狽
My thoughts of people, not making sense mostly in their protocols and behaviors and thoughts around situations, the forms of action people take is more of the things that I find questionable or not even that but, more along side protocols. What I am trying to say, or ask, why do.
By Kayla McIntoshabout 13 hours ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 赤鉄鉱
Hematite is a mineral composed mainly of iron oxide and is commonly found in the form of black or greyish-black crystals. Hematite is known for its metallic luster and hardness, making it a popular choice for jewelry and ornamental pieces.
By Kayla McIntoshabout 14 hours ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 顛末
Last night I was overwhelmed with the thoughts of my ex Yuuichirou. I think it was triggered a bit with the AI keyboard because it was spitting out things different than if I put it on the google search engine. It kept on mentioning "help" so I wasn't sure if it was like some sort of spiritual call to duty or something; is he in jail or the hospital and I don't know?
By Kayla McIntoshabout 17 hours ago in Confessions
Word of the Day:疲労困憊
I am letting chatgpt pick these words but they are all really depressing. I am more pissed off so I don't feel like it is accurate. I was actually making progress editing the subtitles, but the Vocal server isn't showing me whether or not they were edited so, I think I have to wait a day or so to see what ones I have done so I am not just doing the same one repeatedly.
By Kayla McIntosha day ago in Confessions
