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August 28th, 2022 In three months, I will have been in my first serious, monogamous relationship for four years. I discovered there was a lot I didn’t know about myself, and I definitely underestimated the impact that it would have on my development as a person. I knew this life-changing experience would uncover hidden spots of my personality, but this knowledge was rational at the time. Now, having been through it, I have a better sense of who I am, who I want to be and who I might become.
By Ms. Rodwell4 years ago in Filthy
milkbar.
“This doesn’t look right,” Fuck me, I got to get out of here, the bands are about to start. Ok, last change, last chance. Does this black tube top look better than this black crop top? Turn left, turn right. Jesus, all my outfits are virtually identical. No need for an existential fashion crisis right now. Ok, full body shake, pull it together. Chill out and take another sip, now twirl. “I’m fucking hot, who cares!” Those affirmations are doing me well. This outfit sends the right message. Moving into hair. Brush, brush the short coils on my dome. Slick it back forming the crown of waves. This is good, don’t touch it. Now which silver jewels will frame my cheeks? Eeny, meeny, miny, moe, let's go with the big o-ring chain and the dangle knives. Don’t want to appear too approachable. That’s lovely, leave it there freak. Now looking back at the full fit, looks good from this angle, that angle is nice too. Five more squats for good measure. Ignore those crunchy tin man knees, nightfall awaits. Shit, almost forgot the shoes. Clunking around in these platforms is going to be a mistake. Who do I think I am wearing devil horns on my feet? Only Satan’s side chick would do some shit like that. Well ya know, the devil is alright. He hits me up on full moons. We dance and argue naked. When he leaves he says he’ll see that pussy soon. I pretend not to hold my breath. Living cannot be felt without sin. Maybe Satan can help keep my ankles unbroken. Oh, there goes my phone. Wow, Moni is bailing,
By Spider Black4 years ago in Filthy
Awkward First Romance
Chapter 7: Alex Dad left a few minutes ago. After he left I helped Jack set up his new room. I don’t want him to sleep in another room but given what almost happened earlier when I started crying. God, I can’t believe I did that. It’s not that I think crying makes you weak. It’s just I don’t like to be vulnerable like that. When you are it is so much easier to be hurt. Introverts seem unhappy but are sometimes the happiest of all. Extroverts are the same. We seem happy all the time but some of us have scars deep inside.
By Veren Strife4 years ago in Filthy
Awkward First Romance
Chapter 6: Jack This morning was so awkward. I’m sitting there in the kitchen with Mr. De Lumas. “You never did answer my question last night.” He asks me. I can’t help but blush. When he asked me if I was in love with Alex I about died. I needed to just be brave finally and admit the truth. I don’t think he will kick me out.
By Veren Strife4 years ago in Filthy
Awkward Romance
Chapter 2: Jack I was here. I have arrived at the great Le Dumas house. Well great to me. Everything about Alex’s family has been great in my eyes. Mr. Le Dumas makes great money as a doctor and that allows him and Alex to live in a wonderful house, in a wonderful neighborhood, with wonderful things. I was always minorly jealous of Alex but my love for him always overshadowed it. My parents worked hard and we could only afford to live in a small house in a so-so neighborhood. It wasn’t really dangerous but at the same time you didn’t want to be outside after dark.
By Veren Strife4 years ago in Filthy
Awkward First Romance
Prologue I remember the night it happened. Alex called me on my cell. He checked on me like he always did but this time it was different. This time I couldn’t say I was alright. This time, my parents were fighting for their lives and Alex’s dad was the one trying to save them. I don’t resent him not being able to. There isn’t a lot you can do when a car is thrown from the highway, down a hill rolling before landing on a tree. In truth I was amazed they survived the initial crash.
By Veren Strife4 years ago in Filthy
Awkward First Romance
Chapter 5: Alex Well I’ve jerked it three times and I am still wanting more. I’ve been trying to sleep for over an hour now. I can’t believe I kissed him on the cheek. What’s more is I can’t believe what it has done to me. I can’t stop thinking about how great it felt to kiss him on the cheek. I can only imagine what a real kiss would be like. This confirms it for me. I am completely attracted to my best friend. I can’t say I’m gay. I just know I am sexually attracted to Jack. I should clean myself up but I am finally tired. I close my eyes and drift off to sleep.
By Veren Strife4 years ago in Filthy
Awkward First Romance
Chapter 4: Jack Why did I say that? Why did I say any of those things? I am the biggest idiot and asshole in the world. How could I have said the most homophobic things in the world and to my best friend that I’M IN LOVE WITH? I know I hurt his feelings. He thinks I can’t tell when he is emotionally upset but I can. He gets quiet, withdrawn and usually his eyes lose their glow. All of those things were present. Alex was so upset with me or the situation.
By Veren Strife4 years ago in Filthy
Awkward First Romance
Chapter 3: Alex Jack follows me to my car, a Lexus RC-F. It’s a gorgeous sleek black car with black and red interior that my dad bought me for my 18th birthday a month ago. Jack had come up for the day to spend time with me and likewise I went to visit him when he turned 18 two weeks ago. I startup my car and we drive off towards my grandfather’s house. Despite the house belonging to my father now, I still refer to it as Grandpa’s. My Dad does the same, though he obviously calls it his Dad’s.
By Veren Strife4 years ago in Filthy
Physical
PHYSICAL Chapter 1: I FEEL PHYSICAL, Physical, Physical! Ashley, Emily and Jessica all met 10 years ago, after they married three men who were best friends and business partners. They became the step-mother's of 8 year old boys that each husband had. The boy's birth mothers were all killed, when they were on a shopping trip to the outlet mall, when a drunk driver crossed over the median and hit them head on. [Please don't drink and drive!]
By James B Morgan4 years ago in Filthy
The Spa
I got out of my car and my eyes were met with an amazing view of the night sky. As I stood there looking up, my mind was taken for a ride through space without trepidation. Each star brushed my soul as I was guided through a sea of sparkling gems. They hung in the darkness, like beads of shiny rain drops, clinging to a spider’s web. There were no direct pathways, no rules, no plans, just a feeling of eternal peace. I was momentarily lost.
By Shannon Burger4 years ago in Filthy
